I’m not sure why, but I’m genuinely happy right now. Genuine happiness is one of the best feelings in the whole entire world. People say they’re happy, but sometimes that happiness comes with worries and other things that weigh on the mind. Right now, I’m “in the moment,” I don’t care about the future and I’m not worrying about the past. I’m living for now, and I think that’s one of the keys to a genuine happiness. The past brings depression and the future, anxiety, the present is happiness. It isn’t forced either, it’s welcomed with open arms. I don’t care that I have work at 5:30am, that I have bills to pay, or anything like that.
Tonight I went to the Merlot House, and watched a little bit of a set and it was awesome. I had an enjoyable day for the most part, too. And right now, I’m just sitting in my apartment listening to music and typing this.
This feeling brings a sense of invincibility, like you can do anything. It brings a sense of adventure and wanting to explore everything. It brings a sense of yearning for more times like these. This is happiness.
The only thing better would be having someone to share this happiness with, but I’m not complaining.