I’m fairly confident that I’m going to change my major to Developmental Psychology. I’m currently Graphic Design and before that Sociology. Hopefully this’ll be the last time I change it.

College and My Own Happiness

College is my own self-served punishment for not being more creative in high school

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So much has changed over the course of the summer. I moved into my first apartment, which is alright, I decided I’m going back to school, and I got a new car. I know there’s more, but I think they’re all little things that add up to big things like becoming more aware of myself, my life, my surroundings, and what I want out of life. These are my demands and life better put out.

I know for sure that I’m going to start a clothing company. One way or another it’s going to happen, and I’ll do what I can to make it so. I’ve been set on this for a long time now. It’s one of the few things in life that I’m absolutely sure of. I won’t work a job, sitting behind a desk for my whole life, thinking “What if?” Instead of doing that I’m going to do what I want. Even if I don’t make a lot of money doing it, I don’t care at all. It’s not about money or fortune, it’s about doing what I love. I can’t see myself doing anything else other than this. This is it.

I can’t wait for school to start up again. I know towards the end of the last school year, all I wanted was out. I couldn’t stand being in a place that didn’t feel “right.” School had once been something I longed for, and it ended up becoming something I dreaded. Instead of feeling like I wanted to go to school, it felt like I needed to go, and that just isn’t something I’m in to. Around five months later now, I can’t wait to go back. I’m only taking two classes, but that’s enough for me. I want to meet new people and make new friends. Surround myself with positivity and let inspiration come from it. I’m not one to start conversations, but that really has to change if I want to make new friends, unless someone starts talking to me first. And if I don’t talk to anyone, I guess I don’t really want it that badly.

This school year marks a new start in my life, although, I have many “new,” starts throughout the year. Maybe this one is the one that I need.

One Month

It sounds shitty, but I don’t care about my education right now. I “need,” school to be done with. I just want to work and start up this clothing company. The trouble I have is that school used to be something I wanted to do, but now it’s just become something that feels like it’s dragging me down. I understand that it’s not always going to be easy, but this just isn’t for me right now. I can’t wait for the summer. I feel held down, and that’s not how I want to live.

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