Most Nights.

Most nights when I’m stressed like I am now (And most nights when I’m not), I just don’t want to sleep. It just feels like sleep is an “earned,” thing maybe, or that sleep is just mostly a waste of time. During the daytime, I’m mostly good, but I think that’s because I’ve spent a whole day of going, going, going, and not stopping to think about a whole lot in depth. I know that at night it’s more difficult to control emotion because of a lack of sleep, or something like that. Late nights, I mean.

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Sleep

My sleeping schedule has become a series of naps spread out through the day. I blame this on working two overnight shifts that probably messed up my sleeping cycle. I have work at 6:00am, but I already took a nap around 11:00am this morning, and 3:00pm today. It was something like that. I have to be up at 4:30am, so I’ll probably take another short nap between now and then. I think I need to force myself to stay awake during the day, so I can get to sleep at night.

I Can’t Sleep!

Someone talk to me.  I’m so bored.

Why?

It’s nights like these when I’m sleep deprived and way too tired, when I get paranoid and really stress out about things like Planet Of The Apes happening.  I really hope it doesn’t happen.  Maybe my paranoia in general will be justified someday.